...the sage looked at her too....
Cracow was now behind us and the train slid into the countryside. I surveyed the area and my travel companions.
For a dangerous moment I got overwhelmed - the abundance of new life and fresh blood around me seemed more than my good old life could handle. But the sage in me persevered. First he found comfort in the beauty (not his, to avoid any misunderstanding), then strength in the intellect (his now - a valuable gift). "Good", I thought*, "they are good signs. They confirm the point, partly."
Most of the vegetation outside the train window hadn't been there the first time I travelled this route, some 40 years ago. Indeed, a lot of this amazing and vibrant stuff appeared on the universal scene very recently, in some cases in the last few weeks or even days.
The mysterious deer in the middle of a corn field that I caught a brief glimpse of must have been ushered into existence just a year or two ago.
Even the cute girl opposite - and the sage and me** saw
no way this universe,
on its own, could have produced something like that - made her entry when I was more or less mid-way through my life so far.
I looked at her intently. There was then, it struck me, just one last*** thing left to complete the argument and drive my point home: for me**** to die.
"Which", I decided on the spur of the moment, "as a consistent philosopher, I will!". I glanced at the girl again, poignantly. The sage***** glanced at her too - hopefully.******
*from now on to avoid stylistical complications I'll merge the sage with myself; which I think is what happened there anyway.
**I'll separate the sage and myself for a moment, for stylistical reasons: I want to increase the
gravitas of the profound philosophical conclusion that follows immediately (you know - two opinions rather than just one).
***well, the last but
one.
****I don't know about the sage; he acts as if he were already immortal, which, I guess, he isn't - yet; but I'm sure he's on to something...
***** sorry - I've decided to let him loose just once more, the last time (in this installment, that is. I promise).
****** (you'll probably unsubscribe now, but I just thought that his involvement here could definitely help get the point across to you... and who knows, maybe even to her...) my feeling is the sage thought cockily he would meet her again one day and ... say, have a chat with her about Dualism, or something. On the other hand, if they do meet again, it may be just much (oh, how much!) too late for any discussion about Dualism...
PS I pretended to be taking a snap of the view outside the window, but in fact I was after the girl. I thought she was absorbed in the landscape of Lesser Poland, but when
I took her sunglasses off and... sorry, sorry - I must have dozed off in that cosy compartment... anyway, where was I?... oh yes -but later, when I zoomed in on her eyes, I noticed they were directed at... me. And, who knows, she may have been thinking "dualism... sorry:
Dualism has such a powerful explanatory potential..." or, a tiny bit more likely, "How long will this elderly guy - who thinks he's being very clever pretending to be taking pictures of the boring landscape while it's obvious he's harassing me
[yes, I admit things got a bit ex manu
: in my mobile's archive it does look like a proper photo shoot] - be around?")
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